I’ve been spending a lot of time “enjoying” life.,.really enjoying it. Taking every moment of daylight and celebrating who I am and where I am at. I think its been an ultimate revelation that the more I simply “enjoy” the happier person I am.

I remember Betty days (heaven forbid) and feeling like I couldn’t breathe without shutting down.

So here I am, enjoying life, my marriage, and when I go into work I attempt to just enjoy what I do…because ultimately I do love what I do. So heres the struggle, drama and gossip creeps in and trys to take away my daylight and my joy and my happiness. And I believe it stems from specific people, and so I spent this morning trying to re-focus my life and refocus my joy so that when I walk in there today I can dance and celebrate life and happiness and people.

Loving people. Depsite their need to create disruption.

I’m feel a NEED to love people and be raw, and lifegiving, because if I don’t then I would be stealing their joy.

Betty used to steal my joy and I hope that this doesn’t steal my joy as well. So I’m stopping the problem before it becomes contagious.

I danced this morning, around my living room, doors and windows open, music blasting and just danced.

I’m celebrating my joy.